Yesterday on 11/6/13 I decided to throw away some of the things holding me back from moving on. By throwing things away, I actually meant throwing them away. The best way to make a statement is by doing some symbolic gestures that prove you are about your cause. By writing down what I wanted to get rid of, I was able to see what was holding me back physically and what things from the past were affecting me... I threw that sheet away. Those words mean nothing but the gesture gave me some empowerment to change. In fact, after that moment my life began to feel more natural. It isn't some miracle cure, it's not some bogus hoax. It actually feels better to see those things go away.
My night after that just got better and better. Even though our volleyball team lost we did our best and made that team work for the win. Then afterwards some girls yelled "Hey cutie in the gray sweatshirt" at me. That made me feel good but I was not in the mood to pursue them. (A little regret for not doing that). In the end it was just a better day for me after that symbolism.
I think this will be the beginning of something different and may be a turning point in my college carreer. Who knows but I will try to follow my new plan and maybe even meet some new people!
Thanks for reading. Peace out!
